LOSER!

it final of the final week of life as student.

and yet its not the cherish week especially since the news come out.all the bad things keep happening then :( DUGAAN..

hurm one quick question. have you ever thought of commit suicide because you cant live with all the pressure?am i? hurm...truth to be told. YES!!gilakan? hahaha..not like actually sitting in a room thinking i want to die but in gag way i think. keluar ayat "eeee rase nak bunuh diri je"
jangan-jangan.jangan berniat pun nak bunuh diri. im searching hukum niat bunuh diri, this is what i got;

Hukum niat nak bunuh diri.hukumnya berdosa. alasannya kerana telah putus asa dari rahmat Allah.

yes, i admit susah nak telan the news. but thanks to Allah cause i have a wonderful parents. they never said that im not good enough, to their eyes im the best. they teach me to redha with all rezeki from Allah and eventually the dots will be connected and i can see the bigger picture, insyaAllah.

at the end all the sadness and the loserness i cover up with all the cherish moment that i have.
Exhibit A
Finally, habis sudah belajar and we took our final paper as undergraduate students and we take pictures but it  suppose to be 'class picture' but well mechy will always be mechy who think 'skema' is sooooo lame.

see the different? memegang duit gaji memberi kesan terhadap jisim badan~hahaha~tak adalah..the frame getting smaller plus i hope we have all the mechians Jan 07 inside the second picture.

Exhibit B
I am happy that i was apart of 'explore race-8-check-points'. sorry i cant think other creative name for it. its a fun game.LOL trust me im an ex UTP~im sure gonna miss my matrix card~

Owh my sangat huduh kad matrix, ni bukti rajin gi IRC.

Im officially Ex-UTP :)

im glad i survive the system in UTP. fuuuhhhhh...some difficult time but with the support from family and friends we are able to do so. yes undergraduate time is the best moment you going to have. then after that welcome to the real world bebeeeeeeeeeh!!!!!kerja 5 hari seminggu. bangun awal pagi balik lewat hari. insyaAllah. im okay :)

to all my friend. thank you..hanya Allah dapat membalas jasa kalian. 

those yang sambung master. i respect your decision. hiks~~~~fully respect!